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  "Now I’m going to say farewell to Lyra. You must wait in the cave; those two spies will not let you out of their sight, and I do not want them listening when I speak to her."

  Will had no words, though his breast and his throat were full. He managed to say, "Thank you, Iorek Byrnison," but that was all he could say.

  He walked with Iorek up the slope toward the cave, where the fire glow still shone warmly in the vast surrounding dark.

  There Iorek carried out the last process in the mending of the subtle knife. He laid it among the brighter cinders until the blade was glowing, and Will and Lyra saw a hundred colors swirling in the smoky depths of the metal, and when he judged the moment was right, Iorek told Will to take it and plunge it directly into the snow that had drifted outside.

  The rosewood handle was charred and scorched, but Will wrapped his hand in several folds of a shirt and did as Iorek told him. In the hiss and flare of steam, he felt the atoms finally settle together, and he knew that the knife was as keen as before, the point as infinitely rare.

  But it did look different. It was shorter, and much less elegant, and there was a dull silver surface over each of the joins. It looked ugly now; it looked like what it was, wounded.

  When it was cool enough, he packed it away in the rucksack and sat, ignoring the spies, to wait for Lyra to come back.

  Iorek had taken her a little farther up the slope, to a point out of sight of the cave, and there he had let her sit cradled in the shelter of his great arms, with Pantalaimon nestling mouse-formed at her breast. Iorek bent his head over her and nuzzled at her scorched and smoky hands. Without a word he began to lick them clean; his tongue was soothing on the burns, and she felt as safe as she had ever felt in her life.

  But when her hands were free of soot and dirt, Iorek spoke. She felt his voice vibrate against her back.

  "Lyra Silvertongue, what is this plan to visit the dead?"

  "It came to me in a dream, Iorek. I saw Roger’s ghost, and I knew he was calling to me… You remember Roger. Well, after we left you, he was killed, and it was my fault, at least I felt it was. And I think I should just finish what I began, that’s all: I should go and say sorry, and if I can, I should rescue him from there. If Will can open a way to the world of the dead, then we must do it."

  "Can is not the same as must."

  "But if you must and you can, then there’s no excuse."

  "While you are alive, your business is with life."

  "No, Iorek," she said gently, "our business is to keep promises, no matter how difficult they are. You know, secretly, I’m deadly scared. And I wish I’d never had that dream, and I wish Will hadn’t thought of using the knife to go there. But we did, so we can’t get out of it."

  Lyra felt Pantalaimon trembling and stroked him with her sore hands.

  "We don’t know how to get there, though," she went on. "We won’t know anything till we try. What are you going to do, Iorek?"

  "I’m going back north, with my people. We can’t live in the mountains. Even the snow is different. I thought we could live here, but we can live more easily in the sea, even if it is warm. That was worth learning. And besides, I think we will be needed. I can feel war, Lyra Silvertongue; I can smell it; I can hear it. I spoke to Serafina Pekkala before I came this way, and she told me she was going to Lord Faa and the gyptians. If there is war, we shall be needed."

  Lyra sat up, excited at hearing the names of her old friends. But Iorek hadn’t finished. He went on:

  "If you do not find a way out of the world of the dead, we shall not meet again, because I have no ghost. My body will remain on the earth, and then become part of it. But if it turns out that you and I both survive, then you will always be a welcome and honored visitor to Svalbard; and the same is true of Will. Has he told you what happened when we met?"

  "No," said Lyra, "except that it was by a river."

  "He outfaced me. I thought no one could ever do that, but this half-grown boy was too daring for me, and too clever. I am not happy that you should do what you plan, but there is no one I would trust to go with you except that boy. You are worthy of each other. Go well, Lyra Silvertongue, my dear friend."

  She reached up and put her arms around his neck, and pressed her face into his fur, unable to speak.

  After a minute he stood up gently and disengaged her arms, and then he turned and walked silently away into the dark. Lyra thought his outline was lost almost at once against the pallor of the snow-covered ground, but it might have been that her eyes were full of tears.

  When Will heard her footsteps on the path, he looked at the spies and said, "Don’t you move. Look—here’s the knife—I’m not going to use it. Stay here."

  He went outside and found Lyra standing still, weeping, with Pantalaimon as a wolf raising his face to the black sky. She was quite silent. The only light came from the pale reflection in the snowbank of the remains of the fire, and that, in turn, was reflected from her wet cheeks, and her tears found their own reflection in Will’s eyes, and so those photons wove the two children together in a silent web.

  "I love him so much, Will!" she managed to whisper shakily. "And he looked old! He looked hungry and old and sad… Is it all coming onto us now, Will? We can’t rely on anyone else now, can we… It’s just us. But we en’t old enough yet. We’re only young… We’re too young… If poor Mr. Scoresby’s dead and Iorek’s old…It’s all coming onto us, what’s got to be done."

  "We can do it," he said. "I’m not going to look back anymore. We can do it. But we’ve got to sleep now, and if we stay in this world, those gyropter things might come, the ones the spies sent for… I’m going to cut through now and we’ll find another world to sleep in, and if the spies come with us, that’s too bad; we’ll have to get rid of them another time."

  "Yes," she said, and sniffed and wiped the back of her hand across her nose and rubbed her eyes with both palms. "Let’s do that. You sure the knife will work? You tested it?"

  "I know it’ll work."

  With Pantalaimon tiger-formed to deter the spies, they hoped, Will and Lyra went back and picked up their rucksacks.

  "What are you doing?" said Salmakia.

  "Going into another world," said Will, taking out the knife. It felt like being whole again; he hadn’t realized how much he loved it.

  "But you must wait for Lord Asriel’s gyropters," said Tialys, his voice hard.

  "We’re not going to," said Will. "If you come near the knife, I’ll kill you. Come through with us if you must, but you can’t make us stay here. We’re leaving."

  "You lied!"

  "No," said Lyra, "I lied. Will doesn’t lie. You didn’t think of that."

  "But where are you going?"

  Will didn’t answer. He felt forward in the dim air and cut an opening.

  Salmakia said, "This is a mistake. You should realize that, and listen to us. You haven’t thought…"

  "Yes, we have," said Will, "we’ve thought hard, and we’ll tell you what we’ve thought tomorrow. You can come where we’re going, or you can go back to Lord Asriel."

  The window opened onto the world into which he had escaped with Baruch and Balthamos, and where he’d slept safely: the warm endless beach with the fernlike trees behind the dunes. He said:

  "Here—we’ll sleep here—this’ll do."

  He let them through and closed it behind them at once. While he and Lyra lay down where they were, exhausted, the Lady Salmakia kept watch, and the Chevalier opened his lodestone resonator and began to play a message into the dark.

  Chapter 16. The Intention Craft

  "My child! My daughter! Where is she? What have you done? My Lyra—you’d do better to tear the fibers from my heart—she was safe with me, safe, and now where is she?"

  Mrs. Coulter’s cry resounded through the little chamber at the top of the adamant tower. She was bound to a chair, her hair disheveled, her clothing torn, her eyes wild; and her monkey daemon thrashed and struggled on the floor in the coil
s of a silver chain.

  Lord Asriel sat nearby, scribbling on a piece of paper, taking no notice. An orderly stood beside him, glancing nervously at the woman. When Lord Asriel handed him the paper, he saluted and hurried out, his terrier daemon close at his heels with her tail tucked low.

  Lord Asriel turned to Mrs. Coulter.

  "Lyra? Frankly, I don’t care," he said, his voice quiet and hoarse. "The wretched child should have stayed where she was put, and done what she was told. I can’t waste any more time or resources on her; if she refuses to be helped, let her deal with the consequences."

  "You don’t mean that, Asriel, or you wouldn’t have—"

  "I mean every word of it. The fuss she’s caused is out of all proportion to her merits. An ordinary English girl, not very clever—"

  "She is!" said Mrs. Coulter.

  "All right; bright but not intellectual; impulsive, dishonest, greedy—"

  "Brave, generous, loving."

  "A perfectly ordinary child, distinguished by nothing—"

  "Perfectly ordinary? Lyra? She’s unique. Think of what she’s done already. Dislike her if you will, Asriel, but don’t you dare patronize your daughter. And she was safe with me, until—"

  "You’re right," he said, getting up. "She is unique. To have tamed and softened you—that’s no everyday feat. She’s drawn your poison, Marisa. She’s taken your teeth out. Your fire’s been quenched in a drizzle of sentimental piety. Who would have thought it? The pitiless agent of the Church, the fanatical persecutor of children, the inventor of hideous machines to slice them apart and look in their terrified little beings for any evidence of sin —and along comes a foul-mouthed, ignorant little brat with dirty fingernails, and you cluck and settle your feathers over her like a hen. Well, I admit: the child must have some gift I’ve never seen myself. But if all it does is turn you into a doting mother, it’s a pretty thin, drab, puny little gift. And now you might as well be quiet. I’ve asked my chief commanders to come in for an urgent conference, and if you can’t control your noise, I’ll have you gagged."

  Mrs. Coulter was more like her daughter than she knew. Her answer to this was to spit in Lord Asriel’s face. He wiped it calmly away and said, "A gag would put an end to that kind of behavior, too."

  "Oh, do correct me, Asriel," she said. "Someone who displays to his under-officers a captive tied to a chair is clearly a prince of politeness. Untie me, or I’ll force you to gag me."

  "As you wish," he said, and took a silk scarf from the drawer; but before he could tie it around her mouth, she shook her head.

  "No, no," she said, "Asriel, don’t, I beg you, please don’t humiliate me."

  Angry tears dashed from her eyes.

  "Very well, I’ll untie you, but he can stay in his chains," he said, and dropped the scarf back in the drawer before cutting her bonds with a clasp knife.

  She rubbed her wrists, stood up, stretched, and only then noticed the condition of her clothes and hair. She looked haggard and pale; the last of the Gallivespian venom still remained in her body, causing agonizing pains in her joints, but she was not going to show him that.

  Lord Asriel said, "You can wash in there," indicating a small room hardly bigger than a closet.

  She picked up her chained daemon, whose baleful eyes glared at Lord Asriel over her shoulder, and went through to make herself tidier.

  The orderly came in to announce:

  "His Majesty King Ogunwe and the Lord Roke."

  The African general and the Gallivespian came in: King Ogunwe in a clean uniform, with a wound on his temple freshly dressed, and Lord Roke gliding swiftly to the table astride his blue hawk.

  Lord Asriel greeted them warmly and offered wine. The bird let his rider step off, and then flew to the bracket by the door as the orderly announced the third of Lord Asriel’s high commanders, an angel by the name of Xaphania. She was of a much higher rank than Baruch or Balthamos, and visible by a shimmering, disconcerting light that seemed to come from somewhere else.

  By this time Mrs. Coulter had emerged, much tidied, and all three commanders bowed to her; and if she was surprised at their appearance, she gave no sign, but inclined her head and sat down peaceably, holding the pinioned monkey in her arms.

  Without wasting time, Lord Asriel said, "Tell me what happened, King Ogunwe."

  The African, powerful and deep-voiced, said, "We killed seventeen Swiss Guards and destroyed two zeppelins. We lost five men and one gyropter. The girl and the boy escaped. We captured the Lady Coulter, despite her courageous defense, and brought her here. I hope she feels we treated her courteously."

  "I am quite content with the way you treated me, sir," she said, with the faintest possible stress on the you.

  "Any damage to the other gyropters? Any wounded?" said Lord Asriel.

  "Some damage and some wounds, but all minor."

  "Good. Thank you, King; your force did well. My Lord Roke, what have you heard?"

  The Gallivespian said, "My spies are with the boy and girl in another world. Both children are safe and well, though the girl has been kept in a drugged sleep for many days. The boy lost the use of his knife during the events in the cave: by some accident, it broke in pieces. But it is now whole again, thanks to a creature from the north of your world, Lord Asriel, a giant bear, very skilled at smithwork. As soon as the knife was mended, the boy cut through into another world, where they are now. My spies are with them, of course, but there is a difficulty: while the boy has the knife, he cannot be compelled to do anything; and yet if they were to kill him in his sleep, the knife would be useless to us. For the time being, the Chevalier Tialys and the Lady Salmakia will go with them wherever they go, so at least we can keep track of them. They seem to have a plan in mind; they are refusing to come here, at any rate. My two will not lose them."

  "Are they safe in this other world they’re in now?" said Lord Asriel.

  "They’re on a beach near a forest of large tree-ferns. There is no sign of animal life nearby. As we speak, both boy and girl are asleep; I spoke to the Chevalier Tialys not five minutes ago."

  "Thank you," said Lord Asriel. "Now that your two agents are following the children, of course, we have no eyes in the Magisterium anymore. We shall have to rely on the alethiometer. At least—"

  Then Mrs. Coulter spoke, to their surprise.

  "I don’t know about the other branches," she said, "but as far as the Consistorial Court is concerned, the reader they rely on is Fra Pavel Rasek. And he’s thorough, but slow. They won’t know where Lyra is for another few hours."

  Lord Asriel said, "Thank you, Marisa. Do you have any idea what Lyra and this boy intend to do next?"

  "No," she said, "none. I’ve spoken to the boy, and he seemed to be a stubborn child, and one well used to keeping secrets. I can’t guess what he would do. As for Lyra, she is quite impossible to read."

  "My lord," said King Ogunwe, "may we know whether the Lady is now part of this commanding council? If so, what is her function? If not, should she not be taken elsewhere?"

  "She is our captive and my guest, and as a distinguished former agent of the Church, she may have information that would be useful."

  "Will she reveal anything willingly? Or will she need to be tortured?" said Lord Roke, watching her directly as he spoke.

  Mrs. Coulter laughed.

  "I would have thought Lord Asriel’s commanders would know better than to expect truth to come out of torture," she said.

  Lord Asriel couldn’t help enjoying her barefaced insincerity.

  "I will guarantee Mrs. Coulter’s behavior," he said. "She knows what will happen if she betrays us; though she will not have the chance. However, if any of you has a doubt, express it now, fearlessly."

  "I do," said King Ogunwe, "but I doubt you, not her."

  "Why?" said Lord Asriel.

  "If she tempted you, you would not resist. It was right to capture her, but wrong to invite her to this council. Treat her with every courtesy, give her the gre
atest comfort, but place her somewhere else, and stay away from her."

  "Well, I invited you to speak," said Lord Asriel, "and I must accept your rebuke. I value your presence more than hers, King. I’ll have her taken away."

  He reached for the bell, but before he could ring, Mrs. Coulter spoke.

  "Please," she said urgently, "listen to me first. I can help. I’ve been closer to the heart of the Magisterium than anyone you’re likely to find again. I know how they think, I can guess what they’ll do. You wonder why you should trust me, what’s made me leave them? It’s simple: they’re going to kill my daughter. They daren’t let her live. The moment I found out who she is—what she is—what the witches prophesy about her—I knew I had to leave the Church; I knew I was their enemy, and they were mine. I didn’t know what you all were, or what I was to you—that was a mystery; but I knew that I had to set myself against the Church, against everything they believed in, and if need be, against the Authority himself. I…"

  She stopped. All the commanders were listening intently. Now she looked Lord Asriel full in the face and seemed to speak to him alone, her voice low and passionate, her brilliant eyes glittering.

  "I have been the worst mother in the world. I let my only child be taken away from me when she was a tiny infant, because I didn’t care about her; I was concerned only with my own advancement. I didn’t think of her for years, and if I did, it was only to regret the embarrassment of her birth.

  "But then the Church began to take an interest in Dust and in children, and something stirred in my heart, and I remembered that I was a mother and Lyra was… my child.

  "And because there was a threat, I saved her from it. Three times now I’ve stepped in to pluck her out of danger. First, when the Oblation Board began its work: I went to Jordan College and I took her to live with me, in London, where I could keep her safe from the Board… or so I hoped. But she ran away.

  "The second time was at Bolvangar, when I found her just in time, under the… under the blade of the… My heart nearly stopped… It was what they—we—what I had done to other children, but when it was mine… Oh, you can’t conceive the horror of that moment, I hope you never suffer as I did then… But I got her free; I took her out; I saved her a second time.